i’ve been out of my mind

got what you wanted
laying down just letting it all
sink in

big house
bright lights
who could ask for anything more?

i guess it all just goes to show
you’ve finally woken up

crippling
loneliness
better than
knee-buckling
numbness
i suppose

he said,
drive like there’s somewhere to go
but i still don’t know…

what a disappointment
you can’t roll over and wake up for the day
what a horror:
to realize you can’t remember your own life

oh but it’s all coming back to me now

i hate that you were supposed to save me from all of this
pour me back inside my skin
but you didn’t, and now nothing can

oh the wind is blowing
change is just around the corner

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