it is more than obvious that you care. You have a heart and it does show. I hope you know you did nothing wrong and me getting all weird cause I could relate to your posts happened because I’m an emotional nut sometimes.
Your poems are strong and show your passion . They do it so well that I jumped right in and got swept away.
I am impressed with the verses you write. How many times have you looked back after feverishly and passionately pounded out words that fit perfect and been blown away by your words. many times I bet
You know I am an oversensitive nut so please don’t think I am making light of or trying to detract from your situation.
But have you ever thought about how you find yourself in these messed up sitautions that leave you with the urges to either sin or scream. Have you ever thought of orchestrating and directing these situations. Being in total and complete control of what, how, when ,who and every detail in between. To make the conscious decision to walk into a similar situation but instead of one or the other chosing to Sin AND Scream. Sin and holler at the top of your lungs with joy. Participate in controlled decadence, enjoy the acts and enjoying the scream
anyway, I would think the person in your life (if they cared about your well being) would understand that you have suffered more than enough. That yuou are entitled to enjoy your life and if in the process of figuring it out mistakes were made that it would be easy to understand if they really wanted to know you and understand where your coming from.
Was my character close to what/who the person you had in mind?
I didn’t mean to spook you. But friend if she or he can’t accept you for who you are then you should ditch them. They do not deserve you and you do not deserve to feel like you have to hide who you are.
You deserve to be be who ever you feel comfortable being. You only have the authority and the power to decide what entails being you. If they do not give you support to let you decide what leads you to a fulfilled life, then the relationship is a destructive one.
the progression is starting to gain speed, forget about the past. There will barely be enough time to wisely make right decisions once things get moving.
I am not sure the pace will ever slow back to when there was time to waste. Let it go, trust me I have been there and being emotionally worked up (likewhen you feel you have to scream) it is nearly impossible to make good choices.
Anything you can do to calm your nerves will probably help you out in the long run. Again, sorry for all my pryin and posting words out here. I believed that I was trying to help.
November 14th, 2009 at 12:19 am
from hear
everything makes more sense
=)
happy friday the 13th my friend
I here you
January 2nd, 2010 at 4:19 pm
it is more than obvious that you care. You have a heart and it does show. I hope you know you did nothing wrong and me getting all weird cause I could relate to your posts happened because I’m an emotional nut sometimes.
Your poems are strong and show your passion . They do it so well that I jumped right in and got swept away.
Hope you keep writing
January 16th, 2010 at 10:41 pm
Nice leah,
I am impressed with the verses you write. How many times have you looked back after feverishly and passionately pounded out words that fit perfect and been blown away by your words. many times I bet
You know I am an oversensitive nut so please don’t think I am making light of or trying to detract from your situation.
But have you ever thought about how you find yourself in these messed up sitautions that leave you with the urges to either sin or scream. Have you ever thought of orchestrating and directing these situations. Being in total and complete control of what, how, when ,who and every detail in between. To make the conscious decision to walk into a similar situation but instead of one or the other chosing to Sin AND Scream. Sin and holler at the top of your lungs with joy. Participate in controlled decadence, enjoy the acts and enjoying the scream
anyway, I would think the person in your life (if they cared about your well being) would understand that you have suffered more than enough. That yuou are entitled to enjoy your life and if in the process of figuring it out mistakes were made that it would be easy to understand if they really wanted to know you and understand where your coming from.
don’t you think?
February 17th, 2010 at 9:02 pm
all of your posts live me with an urge to reply. You posts give me the impression that your are torn up inside. Are you?
February 22nd, 2010 at 1:46 am
yes, at least people like me anyway, your post was awesome. I can relate, some days I truly am going insane
March 4th, 2010 at 12:38 am
Was my character close to what/who the person you had in mind?
I didn’t mean to spook you. But friend if she or he can’t accept you for who you are then you should ditch them. They do not deserve you and you do not deserve to feel like you have to hide who you are.
You deserve to be be who ever you feel comfortable being. You only have the authority and the power to decide what entails being you. If they do not give you support to let you decide what leads you to a fulfilled life, then the relationship is a destructive one.
March 7th, 2010 at 1:46 am
the progression is starting to gain speed, forget about the past. There will barely be enough time to wisely make right decisions once things get moving.
I am not sure the pace will ever slow back to when there was time to waste. Let it go, trust me I have been there and being emotionally worked up (likewhen you feel you have to scream) it is nearly impossible to make good choices.
Anything you can do to calm your nerves will probably help you out in the long run. Again, sorry for all my pryin and posting words out here. I believed that I was trying to help.