January 2009
[New Year, Same Chill]
102. one last thought
103. me & the clutter
104. caught me red eyed and blind
105. 5 months
106. i hate winter
107. one more time
108. big on loss
110. there’s cars blocking my driveway
111. it’s a paradox!
112. chemicals couldn’t melt me
113. you got to me
114. break them if you have to
115. with one little slip, it changed everything
116. never leave it
117. little tommy never gets what he wants
February 2009
[Waking up]
118. i must be dreaming
119. you’re such a lush
120. been a long day
121. misplaced
123. make it better?
124. give me that crooked smile
126. Don’t sing
127. on sunday nights, everything blurs
128. double space/play my game/look my way before-i-go-crazy
129. you’re my dying creativity
130. be mine
March 2009
[Sharing your scars]
131. ask for more than a melody
132. foreshadowing
133. old music
134. i used to know
135. don’t want what?
136. you don’t answer my calls.
138. take it.
139. everybody knows
April 2009 – May 2009
[Love me with a twist]
140. What They Don’t Know
141. turning ephemeral
142. are you there?
143. falling into forever
144. sleeping lessons
145. it just won’t stop snowing
146. over-thinking
147. ever again
148. missing without the action part
149. reaching.
151. so you asked for a curtain call
152. find me out
[Life like this]
153. my life in 30 seconds and more pointless flashes
154. sleep talking
155. 1 month.
156. 70 degrees
157. life as we know it
158. how i tie you down
159. the rudest awakening
160. i turned back
161. cause we’re big on ownership
162. putting it together (something to prescribe)
163. life in circus-speak
164. just.
165. sending for this day
166. hard to reach
167. on the balcony
168. your apocolypse
169. chronic…ally.
171. now showing: the girl you pushed over the edge
June 2009
[Running, among other things]
172. she ended when “we” started.
173. insufficient
174. too much
175. what’s powerful and what’s real
176. painting your sea into a storm
177. L.A.
[Turning points]
178. dry.
179. i will
180. you & i
181. how we do
182. simple.
183. ghosts
184. losing
185. resolving
186. your colors
187. 2am and what leads us there
188. always open
189. sleep talking
190. pills.
191. stuttering.
192. promises
July 2009
[Love & tough times]
193. 788 (or untitled)
194. if i was famous
195. here again, already.
196. timeless
197. day jobs and why i shouldn’t have one.
198. above the noise
[& that settling disappoint]
199. covers
200. pretty girls
201. filling the holes
202. about me
203. close your eyes
204. lack
205. just once
206. restless
207. these days
208. nobody cares
209. all i am
210. except for you
[& screaming in your shoes]
211. knee deep
212. hotel estranged
213. blunt.
214. everything
215. moving
216. trade ya.
August 2009
[Midseason sucks]
217. bubbling
218. this
219. oh no.
220. until
221. no going back
222. helpless
223. resounding
224. scream
225. Wine
September 2009
[All Or Nothing Girl]
226. late night
227. blow my cover
228. a certain crime
229. sides to a story
230. never.
232. traffic
233. by association
234. this is my life
235. filler
236. shiver
237. let me down
239. spilled over
240. fuck me up.
241. want.
242. borders
243. self-taught
244. wars
245. crimes
246. in school, questions have levels.
247. windows
October 2009
[The 7 Stages of Grief: anger anger anger anger anger anger anger]
248. red flags
249. nightmares
250. my something
251. collapse
252. dreams
253. let’s talk
254. sidewalks
255. life of fish
256. california
[Ricochet]
257. drinking
258. needs
259. stars
260. 70 x ?
261. couldn’t ignore
262. your straight line was a circle
263. friends of friends of girlfriends
264. the fight
265. 1089
November
[…will last forever]
266. 2 years
267. the smoking gun
268. unspoken
269. objects in motion
270. everything’s background noise, but i hear you.
271. one year ago today
272. 1114
[bad habits]
273. superstition
274. July
275. pictures
276. beyond repair
277. priorities
[die hard]
279. shortcuts
280. sketch
282. mmk.
283. convenient love
284. stories
285. hiding
December 2009
[someday comes suddenly]
286. bliss
287. the film version
288. air
289. down to here
290. day to day
291. people who need
292. winter
293. lovely burdens
294. people who need… too much
295. the truth about gods
296. one thing
297. reasons to breathe
298. backdate.
299. what i found there
300. down
301. forever
302. static
304. simple things
[my big finishes]
305. how we talk
306. from lying lips
308. three
309. first rule.
[disorderly]
310. this could be about temperature…
311. hide and seek
312. miracles
313. number 1
314. you’re no bed for me
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